Can't excite you anymore;

This is IT.

Monday, December 7, 20095:54 PM

Warning : This may be LAME to some.

The Last Day of School.

It’s not just the Last Day of School; it’s the last day of MGS.

Forever.

Sure, it’s there right now, and it’ll probably still be there in 10 years.

But we won’t.

Our time is done-

It’s not our school anymore.

Whether we liked it or not,

Whether we got good grades,

Or made whatever team,

Or got whatever award,

Or even if we were involved in absolutely nothing-

Our time is done.

MGS will be there in 10 years, yes.

But it’s just a building now.

As of 3:30 tomorrow, we no longer belonged.

We will have been replaced once school starts again next year.

Replacing US. Literally.

Essentially, we were kicked out of our school to make room for another group.

Eventually, we will be forgotten.

The building won’t remember us,

And in time, the teachers will forget.

But we NEVER will.

Why? Because more than half our life was school.

Think of any joke you have ever heard or told.
Think of any embarrassing moment.
Any time you got in trouble, drooped your things, laughed, sneezed really loud, drew a great picture, or gave a hug.

Did it happen at school?

Think of any time you cried, sang a song, danced, chewed gum, gnawed your pencil, wrote on your friend’s old t-shirt, wrote with a marker, looked out a window-

It happened at school.

Where else WOULD it happen?

We were there everyday!

Even though we loved going to school, we were ungrateful.

Almost every morning-

We would complain about getting on the bus so early.

And every day-

We would bicker about how busy teachers kept us and how much homework we had.

It was always,

“He’s so mean!”

“She’s too sensitive!”

“That group is so weird!”

“What a bitch!”

I’ll especially miss who I was at the time.

Because by the start of College-

I’ll be different.

My personality that I had at MGS, might be warped over the holidays.

For better or worse-

We will ALL change a little.

And after that, all evidence of MGS might be gone.

I wish I could somehow keep it.

All the memories, and stories we had.

I’d keep them in a little box under my bed.

If memories could be kept-

I imagine memories as liquid-

They are easy to store, but also easy to spill or forget.

I don’t want to forget my memories from MGS.

But when I’m 40, it’s just not possible to remember everything that happened to me at school,

And that makes me very sad.

With that, goodbye school!

This post MAY mislead you to think i'm dreading to stop school but the reality is that i'll miss seeing my darling bitches every single day. Honestly, school was something that truly felt normal for years. It was routine seeing the same faces every year. Frankly, not knowing what surroundings I might be in next year, what weirdo's I might be mixing with, scares the shit out of me. Sort of.

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Gay.

I really, truly am.

Friday, December 4, 200910:25 AM

ONE MORE TO GO BEFORE FREEDOM!!

I'm addicted to Ponzi on Facebook. It's rather weird but whatevs, I love earning money and feeling successful. I suppose I achieve that through Ponzi.

My rival at the moment is Su-Chingg. I soo wanna beat her up the ladder! Hahha.

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Gay.

When you think, I hope you think of me.

Wednesday, December 2, 200910:51 AM

I hope you think my favorite song,

The one we danced to all night long,

The moon like a spotlight on the lake.

When you think happiness,

I hope you think that little black dress,

Think of my head on your chest and my almost faded blue jeans.

I hope you think of me.

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Gay.

15888

Tuesday, December 1, 200910:42 PM

To check your batch for National Service,

Type

PLKN KEM yourIC-Number(without dash)

and send to

15888

Note; each SMS sent costs 20cents.

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Gay.

Drool.

Saturday, November 28, 200910:31 PM

I'm sure everyone will agree with me when i say he's HOTT!

Rightttt?

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Gay.

PLKN

2:17 PM

I got into the first batch for National Service. My camp is in Bidor, Perak and my check-in date is on the 2nd of January at Stadium Shah Alam(?).

Like in hell i'll be going.

Where did you guys get posted to ?

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Gay.

I have --

2:00 PM

THREE MORE PAPERS

AND

I'm OFFICIALLY DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL!!

*Can't wait omg*

Good luck for Biology on Monday. :D

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Gay.

TWIHARD..

1:19 PM

Bella Swan is such a major B.I.T.C.H in New Moon.

*geram*

Who the hell cares about SPM when you have NEW MOON to watch. Watched it yesterday with my cousin and her boyfriend. OMG. TAYLOR LAUTNER IS THE FUCKING BOMB OK. HIS ABS ARE TOTALLY TO DIE FOR. I'm sure loads of guys dream of a bod like his!!

Edward Cullen looked so insignificant looking throughout the movie. How ugly when next to Jacob's semi-naked manner.

Goshh, right after I got my ass back home Yien Wee a.k.a negaone called me and we were on the phone for soo long disecting every aspect of the movie and wondering what would Eclipse be like AND if RobPat&kristen Stewart are dating. We were also discussing about the interview Taylor, Rob& Kristen had on Jimmy Kimmel Live. I recommend you watch that and the one they had on Comic Con, so hilarious.

Negaone's a die hard Team Edward/RobPat, for her to admit Jacob/Taylor's body was soo much better than Rob's was a major thing.

Haha and then the part where --

I swear to god I could go on and on talking about Taylor Lauyner/Jacob Black/New Moon forevs but y'know, i'm lazy.

GO, TEAM JACOB!!

*screaaaaaaams*

On a random note, how did you guys find New Moon?

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Gay.

Pleeease.

Tuesday, November 17, 20099:50 AM

Tell me how someone can be SOOO perfect.

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Gay.

You learn to bend when the wind blows.

9:45 AM

My brain(?) is empty.

However,

Good luck for SPM :)

If a bird can sing with a broken wing, you'll learn to bend when the wind blows.

The leaves may fall, but the trees stand tall.

Don't give up, you will make it.

I'll be listening to this song everyday before the exams. Unfortunately I can't tell you who the singer is because he's tooo good for you. No offence.

I can't wait for it to be done with.

So much plans, sooo little time!

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Gay.